The fireworks have just ended and I’m standing by the side of the road with my hand out. It’s only fifteen minutes into the new year and already I feel hopeless. Cabs zip past me without stopping, people slumped over drunk in their back seats. I’m on the Vegas Strip with literally thousands of other people, all of us trying to flee for our homes. Apparently as soon as the clock struck midnight the Strip stopped being the place to be, and everybody just wanted to go to bed.
A black truck pulls up in front of me. The window rolls down and the dude driving it sticks his head out.
“Where you going, man?”
“Twain and Arville.”
“Twain and Arville?” he repeats, as though he’s asking himself if he wants to drive there. “Okay, I’ll take you there. Forty dollars.”
I look around the place. There are so many people and the streets are mostly empty, only a few cabs around. My phone (Samsung G4, a total piece of shit) is dead and it wouldn’t even matter if it wasn’t, because the guy at the Uber tent (yes, there’s an Uber tent, with a bar and loud dance music and a bunch of Uber drivers parked outside) told me that T-Mobile (my carrier, totally shitty) isn’t connecting to Uber for some reason. And since they won’t drive you if you don’t request on the app, I’m out of luck. But I do have exactly forty-two dollars in my wallet, which means I can afford a ride from this random stranger.
“Forty bucks?” I say to him. “Let’s do it.”
He motions towards the passenger seat and I get in. We make a quick u-turn and almost immediately get stuck in traffic.
“Fucking New Year,” the guy says. “Everything is gonna be like this. Let’s see if we get around it.”
He drives the truck into the lane next to us – you know, the one for oncoming traffic – and bypasses about fifty cars stuck at a red light. We reach the light and he butts his way in, cuts off the car in front, and now we’re leading the pack. After a minute or two, we get stuck again.
“Forty bucks,” he says. “I should charge you two hundred.”
We start to talk. His name is Isaac and he’s from Eritrea, a small country located in Northern Africa. His hair is black and puffy; he looks middle-eastern, wears glasses and has stubble all over his face. He tells me that he’s lived in Vegas for almost twenty years. Has a wife and a three-year-old kid. He constantly mentions how English is his second language and he doesn’t speak it well, even though I think he sounds perfectly fluent.
“What about you?” he asks. “Where are you from?”
Oh, where to begin. I tell him I’ve lived in Asia the last six years. First South Korea, then in China. I tell him that I’ve just moved to Vegas to start a new life. It sounds corny, and I worry that he might see this as an opportunity – I’m new and I don’t know anybody and he could easily kill me without anyone figuring it out for at least a few days. But that doesn’t seem to occur to him. He asks me why I came back to the States.
“I don’t know, man,” I tell him. “Just felt like it was time to come back.”
Isaac drives like a madman. He weaves in and out of traffic, cuts down back alleys, honks his horn at any cars in his way. It’s a lot like being back in China, actually. It takes a half-an-hour to get onto the highway, and from there we’re set. The drive from the Strip to my place is actually only ten minutes or so, but most of the roads are closed for the holiday, which means we have to circle around. And so Isaac and I end up taking a little tour of Vegas, talking about language and culture and what it’s like to live in a country that isn’t your own.
“Do you think you’ll ever go back to Eritrea?” I ask him.
“No, no, no,” he says. “This is where I want to be.”
He drops me off at the apartment complex where I’ve been living the past three months. I open my wallet and give him the forty-two bucks. We shake hands. It’s after one in the morning and my apartment complex is dark and quiet. Isaac turns the truck around, gets onto the road and takes off. Maybe he goes home, maybe he goes back to the Strip to make more money. I just walk through the buildings until I reach mine, and after I get inside, I go out onto the balcony and smoke a cigarette.
It turned out okay. This is what I tell myself. I’m home and I’m safe, and it’s 2017 and everything is going to be fine. I realize that a lot has worked out so far, a lot has gone right, and that’s why I’m standing here on this balcony in Vegas. Looking at the bright lights in the distance, ready to start the brand new year.
I can see the Palms Casino, the neon glow of its colorful sign. I wonder if the lights ever go out there? Something tells me they never do.
6 thoughts on “The Passenger Seat of a Stranger’s Car”
I personally, am so happy that you are back…writing…welcome back to the U.S. and all the best in 2017
Thank you! I’m feeling good and optimistic about this year – all the best to you too. : )
Welcome back topicless and good luck/congratulations on your new life!! I take it Las Vegas is not where you are from originally?
Are you in Japan? I just hit your blog and you, like me, haven’t updated in awhile. haha. Where are you now?
Unfortunately no. A couple of personal and professional setbacks have kept me in Canada longer than I wanted, and I didn’t want to write one of those returnee blogs that stops being about Japan and starts being about nothing. However, I took a new job in September that is furnishing me with skills that I hope will help me get the types of jobs I want in Japan, and you can bet I’ll be blogging back up to full speed the second I’m back.
Hey homie! Thanks and thanks! Nah, I’m from western New York. So it’s a bit different out here. Vegas, baby, Vegas!